Betoi ka tak betoi apa yg aku buat ni pun tatau. Hari ni muka aku bengkak. Huaaaa. Semua org tanya apa ke pasal? Huhu.
Nak tanak kne la gtau. Aura Maya la pasal. Malu seh.
Aku tanya kakak ieda dealer tu dia kata normal. Tp takut la pulak. Sunburn la, bengkak la. Apa lg pasni? Suffer ada hasil takpe. Takut gini terus. Tidakk.. Pg takde nak pitam. Skrg rasa pitam mcm kena racun. Kne stop la. Akak tu kata pakai 2 hari skali tp aku degil g pkai jugak smlm. Tanggung amik. Huhu.
Knapa aku continue wlpun byk side effect sbb bak kata akak tu normal. Huhu. Dh tahap malu nak tgk muka org dah ni.
Td masa solat asar aku minta ampun kat Allah klo apa aku buat pd diriku salah. Nmpak mcm aku mendera diri. For others, its like healing but fr me mcn burning my face. Should i stop? Ya Allah, hanya kau mengetahui.
Fr the time being, i will use the product very wisely. I should take it rarely. Hope there is a way.
Feels stupid today & more feels embarased. Hmm.
I may stop by now. See whats then. Skrg feels like nk pengsan. Is it bcoz Aura Maya or bcoz tak amik lunch. Td sibuk ngn last minute report sampai tak lalu nak hadap nasi.
Am i dragging myself to canser by using Aura Maya? The dealer says it save from hidroquinon or mercury. I saw the lab test result which shown negative figure on both content but really dont know how to read it. What supposed negative figure represent? Bad or ok?
Let say there is content of both in the products which was not disclosed or the dealers also not cleared but they chose to still confident declared it as good, the dealers which are most muslim should answerable to Allah. But for me, i should have decided fr my own self. Every single things of mine are borrowed from the Creators. Im supposely not doings any harm to myself. Ya Allah, show me the way. You know why i stay put & doesnt stopped although i think i should.
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